I gained weight after hari raya and I can feel it because my face got chubbier and my tummy was bloated. I gained 3 kg for goodness sake! My cousins and aunts noticed my gain too. So I was frustrated. I don't feel comfortable in my clothing so I went on a crash diet 2 weeks ago. I ate one meal a day. I drank only plain water, fresh orange juice and sugarless tea ever since. To be honest, I only retreat myself with a Pure Chocolate from Coffee Bean with ND yesterday. That was like my first sugared drink in 2 weeks. I also avoided rice. I try not to eat too much rice as it makes me fat. I have been exercising too. Doing contemporary dance, jogging, swimming and guess what I lost 2 kg in 2 weeks! I wanna lose more kilos in weeks to come. I wanna have a stable weight of 52kg! I'm 59 now!! I've also grown taller standing at 171 cm at the moment!



I seriously wanna have a model figure. I know I have to be happy with what I am now but I hope to lose more body mass so that I can fit into my sister's stewardess uniform!! Hahahaha! I remember when I was younger, I was a fat girl. I always try on my sister's extra small clothes even though I know I can't fit on it. My sister is ultra skinny! I always wanted to look good and stylish. I am happy that I lost 10 kg when I was 17. After all those crash diets and exercise, I gained weight because I couldn't resist my temptation. I'm also pleased that I can at least share clothes with my sister now. Most of her rejected clothes were passed down to me. I don't mind having her rejected clothing as they're branded items. I can even fit into her expanded jeans now! Hahaha! I can't afford to get those with my pathetic allowance.

I wanna maintain my weight at 52 kg if I were to hit that target. I promised to maintain it that way and I'm not gonna laze around and sleep after meals. I'm gonna exercise and practice healthy lifestyle. Even though I mentioned I wanna have a model figure above doesn't mean I wanna be a model. I just wanna look like one and not be one. I would consider becoming a stewardess like my sister but that is gonna be my last choice. I have better dreams than that. But anyhoos, I may wanna slim down but I'm not bulimic or anorexic. I love the food I consumed and I don't believe in slimming pills. I've always listened in the radio about slimming booster. Just drink a cup of that milk and you can wat 3 meals a day, and lose weight - This is crap you know! You can't lose weight by eating whatever you like and without exercise! I so don't believe in all these products!

Wish me luck on my journey ya..

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