Happy Valentine's Day to you people out there... Today I was running late for school AGAIN! But this time round, I woke up earlier which was at about 06:40 am. On Monday, I actually woke up at 8!!! Damn stupid right??! Can't be bothered to go to school otherwise I'll reach probably around 10 am. By the time I reach, first meeting will be over. Wani sms-ed me asking me to come. I'll be like "Star Karat" man!! Oh ya, sorry Cheryl for making you wait for my reply. Anyways, today I left pretty late. At 7 am. I met Khair at the MRT station. I need his favour to send me to school as he's workplace is nearby my school. Thanks heaps man! He asked me out for a V.Day date... But errrr... I'm not as free as I was.

Since it's V.Day today, Cheryl actually bought so many chocolates for us. I ate them like nobody's business. I can't believe I stuffed myself with so much of sweeteners today!! I'm getting fatter! Damn! But anyway, thanks for the chox parade. I've yet to pay my library fines. Crap man! I've yet to watch that DVD that I borrowed from the school library! And I'm overdued for one day and they're chasing me after the fines. It's only 20 cents not $20!! I've been so busy and tired lately... I need sleep. Dark rings can be spotted from my eye area. ARRRRRRRR!!!!!! I hate dark rings!!! WAIT! It's not dark rings. I just looked at myself in the mirror. It's my smudged eye-liner. Didn't remove my make-up totally I supposed! Haha...

New Pump. I like the brass studs on it.

Went to town during lunch time. Bought a pair of light brown suede flat pump. I like it! My friends Wani and Carmen were there to help me on my pick. Saw my cousin Sharif and his fiancee. OMG! I can't imagine my good looking cousin with a really turn off lady. She is plump(very fat actually). Well.. Size is not a matter but the way she dress.... is such a disappointment. Really very backdated. I'm kinda embarrass for him. But love is blind. So long as he's happy. I waved at him and he actually gave me a secret looking wave. Haha! My friends said that that wave looked like as if he's waving to his ex girlfriend. I'm his cousin for goodness sake!! We should have stopped to talk but we didn't because he seems so awkward to be speaking to me.

After lesson today, I skyped with HIM! It's been a while since we spoke. But truth is I was talking on the mic like an Idiot! Wasn't a mic actually. It was my earphone! Yes! I was speaking with him through the earphone. And I borrowed Desmond's earphone to listen to his voice as the class is freaking noisy! One of Cheryl's friend who was sitting close to me actually gave me this wierd stare. I mean it's kinda wierd to be talking alone when I can't hear a single reply from him. He could hear me but I couldn't hear him. Whatever I said can be heard. I hope I didn't sound like a goon. It's like I'm talking to a mute and vice-versa and he'll be replying to what I said by typing. While I was 'conversing' with HIM, there's so many disturbance. The atmosphere was bad as class has ended and everyone gets rowdy. And Desmond keeps touching my hair unintentionally! I got very freaked out when someone touches my hair!! Nice talking to HIM anyway.

My stepmom's admitted to the hospital for her op. So I went to visit her. My cousin Idah said she wanna accompany me so I waited for her call. But I think she overslept. Didn't bother to wait any longer so I went without meeting her. While I was at her ward, we were talking about many things. I told her that I was at Orchard earlier and there were numerous V.Day promotions blah blah blah... She said, " See lah you.. Go and have boyfriend lah...! So you can celebrate". Wah!! So easy for her to say huh.. Fact is that I don't envy those who are happily celebrating. I don't even think V.Day is an important day. Let me remain single. As long as I'm happy. I told my stepmom yesterday that if I don't get married by 30, I'm gonna adopt a child. She replied saying that I'm sure to get married. What makes her say that?? Whatever it is, I'm not looking for a partner at the moment. I like my life as it is now.

God! My bed is calling me right now. I'm so lethargic!! Been lacking of sleep. Have been out almost everyday from morning till late at night. And my paintings have been postponed for a week now. I need to get new artworks to add on to my portfolio. I don't have anymore oil paint at home! I'm so broke now... They cost me a bomb man!

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