Achieving reality!
Sunday, August 21, 2005
10:16 am
I woke up today feeling a little better than yesterday. But the feeling of unhappiness still remains. I tell myself not to feel so down. I hate to feel unhappy. I hate it when I can't achieve the things that I intend to do. I hate it when someone stop me from doing what I want to do. I want to be a racer. I want to race alongside Phillipa Yoong, Deanna Yusoff, Kazumi Mikami and Sarah Kavanagh. I don't care! I really want to achieve that dream. But for now, I just want to complete my diploma and then go on to take my degree in Australia. I don't want to stop at diploma. I aimed to achieve higher. Racing is not an everyday job. People race when there's a big race coming. I want to be in the media field in future. I'll try my very best. I would like to race in big racing events. I believe in myself in everything I do. I want to get my driving license! I want to speed! I love speed! Take me on at 200km/h, I'm totally OK with it!
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